Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be the glory
~Ephesians 3:20

Friday, December 26, 2008

Day 6-7: Glory of God


Day 6-7
1 Corinthians 10:31 "Whatever you do, do it ALL for the GLORY of God."


You are to be ALL about God! Let God's interest, God's passion, God's desires, God's goals and God's allegiances become MINE!!

"Dear God, I thank you for the birth of Your son, Jesus (what a precious gift). I come before You with a lot of things going through my head. Whatever I am thinking I give to You, so I am able to make Your passion, desires, interests, thoughts and goals become mine. I ask for the help too do it ALL for Your GLORY. You deserve sooo much glory, honor, and praise. Thank you for Your strength, comfort, protection, and blessings."

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Day 5: Encourage Part 2

Day 5
Hebrew 10:24-25 "An let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another, and all the more as you see the day approaching." NIV


We should keep on encouraging each other to be thoughtful and to do helpful things....especially since you know that the day of the Lord's coming is getting closer.

"Dear God, I want to thank you for what You have blessed me with. The air I breathe. The house I live in. The food I eat. The clothes I wear. The water I drink. The sight to see. The ears to hear. The legs to walk. The heart to keep me alive. The friends I have. The family I have. And ALL the other big and little things You have created. I thank you for truly blessing me with a wonderful group of friends down here in VA. They encourage me and push me daily to become closer to You. I pray that I am able to do the same for them. Thank you, Heavenly Father."

Monday, December 22, 2008

Day 3-4: Encourage

Day 3-4
Titus 1:1b "I (Paul) encourage God's own people to have more faith and to understand the truth about religion." (CEV)

Paul wrote to God's people, especially Titus here, telling him God speaks and He always does what He says. It's settled and "God promised long ago hope for eternal life and He doesn't lie." (Titus 1:2)

Psalm 103:12 → God has removed our transgressions of sin as far as the east is from the west.

2 Corinthians 12:9-10 → God's grace is sufficient for us and all our needs. His power is strongest when we are weak; therefore, when I am weak, I am strong.

Jeremiah 29:11 → God knows the plans for us He will bless us will a future fill with hope, a future for us to prosper (be successful) and not harm us (no suffering).

Psalm 147:3 → God heals the brokenhearted and our bodies. And He binds up their wounds (renews our hope).

1 John 1:9 → God is faithful and just. If we confess our sins, He will forgive us and purify us from all unrighteousness.


"Dear God, I come before You for You have done great things. You have plans for our lives, You have given me strength when I am weak, You have forgiven me when I have sinned against You, and You have healed me when I was broken. I thank you Heavenly Father and I open my heart to You. Please come into my life and take over. For it is You where I find my strength."

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Day 2: Guard Your Way

Day 2
Proverbs 16:17 "The highway of the upright avoids evil; He who guards his way guards his life."

1 Corinthians 10:12-13 "So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you do not fall! No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand under it."


Avoid the evil junk that will rob you of your rewards!!

"Dear God, As I know I am tempted every day to do evil things (sin). I ask You to help me recognize them and take the way of escape that is pleasing to you when I am tempted. I pray that You will give me a growing disgust for sin because it destroys us. And it places a distance between people and our friendship/relationship with You and I want to become closer and more intimate."

Friday, December 19, 2008

Day 1: Draw Near


I started a seven day jump start devotional on Life Worship and my journey with Jesus. It started out with : Many of us worship God with our songs but He calls us to worship Him with our lives; with the things we do and say--with the things we watch and listen to, with the way we treat others--He deserves more than a song, He deserves a lifesong!! Casting my life and all control to the One who created me and knows my future should be the easiest thing in the world to do, but we find that our own little kingdoms (our plans, our wants, our crowns) can become more precious to us than our friendship with God.

(I feel like God has placed me where I am at to help me dig deeper in my friendship/relationship with Him. The friends He has blessed me with have been a wonderful encouragement for me. Before I wanted the "easy" way out by fulfilling my own things (own plans, own wants, own crowns); however, life is much more than about me because what did I do to deserve to be here. I have been truly blessed with my life and everything that is in it, so why not become closer to the One who has provided me with it.)

Day 1
James 4:8 "Draw Near to God and He will draw near to you." NKJV

Prayer is spending time alone with God and communicating with Him.

Psalm 62:
•My soul rests in God alone!
•He alone is my rock and my salvation, He is my fortress!
•I will never be shaken!
•Find rest in God alone, my hope comes from Him!
•He is my mighty rock, my refuge!
•Trust in Him at all times!
•Pour out your heart to Him!
•You will reward each person according to what he has done!

--I want to KNOW God more and deeper
--Comfort → My heart has been restless lately with not sure what to feel when my thoughts are so unorganized
--Guidance → I want to follow the path God has made for me
--Strength → To keep pushing on through the good and the bad times. For He only gives us what we can handle.
--As I go to Mexico over summer, I open my heart to You to do as You wish. Mold it in a way that is pleasing to You.
--I ask to become more dependant on You and not on earthly things or other people.

1 Peter 5:7 "Cast all your anxiety (cares) on Him because He cares for you."

"Dear God, Here I am. I am desire to be with You and know You more. I have things on my heart that I want to talk to You about. My heart is open to hearing what You desire to speak to me about."

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Psalm 62


"1 My soul finds rest in God alone;
my salvation comes from him.
2 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will never be shaken.


3 How long will you assault a man?
Would all of you throw him down--
this leaning wall, this tottering fence?
4 They fully intend to topple him
from his lofty place.
With their mouths they bless,
but in their hearts they curse.

5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from him.
6 He alone is my rock and my salvation;
he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
7 My salvation and my honor depend on God;
he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times
, O people;
pour out your hearts to him,
for God is our refudge.


9 Lowborn men are but a breath,
the highborn are but a lie;
if weighed on a balance, they are nothing;
together they are only a breath.
10 Do not trust in extortion
or take pride in stolen goods;
though your riches increase,
do not set your heart on them.

11 One thing God has spoken,
two things have I heard:
that you, O God, are strong,
12 and that you, O Lord, are loving.
Surely you will reward each person
according to what he has done."


Psalm 62

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

All I Really Want



All I Really Want by Lincoln Brewster

Lord I love the way You love me
And how You move me deep within
Lord I love the way You hold me
And draw me into You
Lord I love the way You bless me
And how You look into my heart
Lord I love the way You lead me
Right into Your arms

CHORUS:
God I praise Thee
You amaze me
Take my life
And let Your light shine through
Jesus Savior friend of sinners
Fill me up
Cuz all I really want is more of You

This song has really spoken to me. The lyrics are straight forward but I feel like they express how I have been feeling for a couple things. While I was lying on the floor (yes, I did it :P ) I felt like there was something tugging at me. My arms felt like cement and I could not pick them up so I layed there longer and could not move. All my emotions and feelings were going at a hundred and one miles per hour but I felt that God was turn them into some kind of organization where I could find some sort of calming feeling (since I have been all tangled up lately).

Monday, December 8, 2008

Not Sure

so over the last month I have had something turning inside me. It might be something small but it hit hard. One day I went out to lunch with a "friend" and things were going well because I just passed my Praxis I exam finally :). We were talking and he said to me to be careful how much I hang out with another one of my friends (more or less giving me some sort of warning). At first I was totally taken of guard and took a step back by this and did not know what to think of this comment. He did give a couple reasons why, but what he said still has stuck with me for a while. Reasons: so I do not hide and people see me for me, guys take a step back or hesitate to talk to a girl when they are in a group, and I am a nice person to get to know. I know those are slightly (and only slightly now) legit reasons, but I was not satisfied by them and began to analyze why he said that to me in the short time period we have known each other.

I know many people usually say one with the other and people make comments about us being attached at the hip. At first I would just laugh it off; however, after time I was like "ok...you guys have said it numerous times and it is not like we 'have' to hang out with each other but we 'want' to hang out." There is a little bit of a different there. And a lot of the times we are with a group of people anyways. We have a lot of things in comment and have fun together and with others. I feel that God has made this friendship for a reason because if I did not find a great friend like her I think it would be hard to be down here. I am one that likes to find "my group" and stick with them. I would rather be very comfortable and content with a handful of people than be so, so with a ton of people. Then from this we went on a 12 hour journey to Michigan, which was a great all around trip and I feel like we were able to learn a lot about each other and have our friendship grow (and I would not take any of it back--yes, even the punch bug and the dancing). Some people probably would get sick and tired of each other on such a long trip; however, that was not the case for us. Since this comment or assumption was made before I went on the trip with her, I was fighting it the whole time whether to bring it up or not. I have been fighting it since then and it really took a toll on me and my body last week.

I must be one crazy person for knowing someone for six weeks then going on such a long journey with them (hehe) but I did not feel that way at all. I feel that the trip made my respect for my friend grow and how I do look up to her because I feel that she is a true friend who sees me for me and wants to shine for Jesus and is very knowledgeable. Seeing her love for Jesus makes me want to love Him that much more and there is so much more to life than the earthly materialistic things. In Deuteronomy 10:12 it says "what does the Lord God ask of you but to fear the Lord God, to walk in all his ways, to love him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul." I think where I am at in my life and walk that I need to love Him even more and become more dependent on Him.

I knew I needed to ask this guy "friend" why he said it and what he meant behind it which is really hard for me. Because in most (probably 90%) of the time I will just let something go. Here I was not sure what would come about it so I let it go for as long as I could before I could see what it was doing to me. I did not say anything about this comment/assumption to my good friend because at the time I felt like there were a lot of pieces that I did not know about her. So I kept everything inside and just faced it myself because I was not sure how she would react to it and I did not want to cause her the pain I am going through. However, I felt something tugging at me that I needed to say something to this guy "friend" to get clarifications so I gain enough guts and did it. He did try to explain why he said it and what he thought but I was still unclear about it. It made me think more and have my poor little tummy in more twists.

For a month now, I have been contemplating on what I should do (or even say). I really let this affect me in a big way. The other night I was with my friends playing cards and my friend (who I can say is my best friend now) brought up that one of the other guy friends maybe a comment how he felt/thought she eclipsed me (more or less I was in her shadow). When she said that his jaw hit the ground and my friend react was "explain!" He did explain his side because he felt like over the last two weeks he was able to really get to know me (because my friend was on a missions trip so I was the only girl so he could focus more on me instead of balancing it between both of us). Even thou he made the same comment as the other guy "friend" I took his differently because I feel like this guy friend has really take the time to get to know both my best friend and I.

The other day this topic was brought up in the car between my best friend (or as other say my other half....grrrr) and I. I felt like at that time I needed to tell her abou this comment/assumption this one guy "friend" made. If this topic did not come up the way it did, I really do not think I would have said anything to her because I would not have wanted it to affect our friendship in any way. However, I feel that since I did tell her and where our friendship is at we are/were able to talk about it. And the weird thing is that from the same comment both of us were affected differently. I think since we talked about it and both of us are/were in distress we will be able to work through this together and make our friendship that much stronger.

I lay it all out there for God to take care of because it has been an issue that I have been dealing with for a while. I ask God to calm both my best friend and my hearts and comfort us through this time. For me it is not easy and I will probably struggle at different times because that is who I am. I pray that You let something good come out of this in a way which will strength both of us.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Miss It

As I was sitting at the LU women's basketball game, I realized how much I miss it. I miss everything about it. The games. The practices. The atmosphere. The running (which is surprising for me). The team aspect. The competitiveness. The mistakes but learning opportunities. The drive to be better. The feelings. The aches and pains. I miss it all!!! I feel like that has been missing lately and I would like to feel it again. Also, I miss being soooo drained and having no more strength. I miss that because it made me realize how much I have to rely on God for strength and His strength is far greater than mine.

I can recall a practice in college where the coach was so mad at us and all she had us to was run sprints, suicides, and defensive slides for 30 straight minutes then she just walked out of practice. That practice sucked big time and I can still remember many of the girls crying or even puking in the garbage cans that were placed on the end lines for us. But I can also remember how I felt and how I had nothing left in me. I wanted to curl up in a ball and die because there was absolutely nothing left in me. This makes me think of another time in my life when I went out to Colorado with Athletes in Action.

While I was out west we heard many different talks on how to make or why we should make God our main focus while playing or during a sport. One phrase that stuck with me was “Audience of One.” The way they explained it was you need to play and do everything as in God is watching. Also, it does not matter who on earth is watching you play whether an arena full of people, playing in a pick-up game at the park, or shooting around by yourself. God will always be watching you (or in your audience).

During the time out in Colorado, we had 24 hours of competition. This time was amazing because you could really see God's strength come out and through everyone of those athletes. We played sooo many sports and did a ton of activities such as kickball, ultimate frisbee, volleyball, relay races, swimming (which i absolute hate), basketball, and tug of war. After competing in a couple of the sports/activities I was starting to feel my strength fade but next thing I know we still have swimming to do which I despise big time. I wanted to again curl up into a ball before swimming but especially after it. The next event was basketball and I was thinking how in the world and I going to play when I have minimal energy and strength left in me. To this day, I believe God was within me while I was playing basketball. For the time I was on the court and the ball in my hands, I felt alive and I had all the energy and strength I ever needed. I am not sure what happened or triggered it but I felt like I could have played with most levels of athletes (which were there).

I miss that feeling of being so down and almost out then having God come before you to give you the strength you need. A verse that really stuck with me while I was out in CO was Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." then Philippians 3:14 "I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." I still pray that when I am in my lowest of low that I perform the task at hand with the strength give to me from the Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace (Isaiah 9:6).

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Anxiety, Sharpens, & Strength

1 Peter 5:7 "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you." (NIV)

Proverbs 27:17 "As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another." (NIV)

Psalm 121
"1-2 I look up to the mountains; does my strength come from mountains?
No, my strength comes from God,
who made heaven, and earth, and mountains.

3-4 He won't let you stumble,
your Guardian God won't fall asleep.
Not on your life! Israel's
Guardian will never doze or sleep.

5-6 God's your Guardian,
right at your side to protect you—
Shielding you from sunstroke,
sheltering you from moonstroke.

7-8 God guards you from every evil,
he guards your very life.
He guards you when you leave and when you return,
he guards you now, he guards you always." (The Message)

Over the last week, these verses have really hit home for me. I had a bumpy road throughout the week and things twisted all over the place. The order these verses are in seem to follow how I have felt. A great friend was very encouraging this week to help me keep my focus on God to cast all my anxiety to him and help sharpen me. I thank God for what He has blessed me with especially wonderful friends. I also thank my precious friends for being there for me and helping me out in those times when I feel down and almost out.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Stuck in a Rut

Have you ever felt like a ball that is stuck between to mountains where it seems you cannot get out or have no place to go? That is kind of how I feel right now. I'm the ball and I have been rolling back and forth trying to get over a mountain but I have not been able to. I think through alot of my life I have done things because they have just seemed right. And I think I was spiritually dead going through the motions; however, now for some reason over the last couple of weeks I have felt and see there is so much more to life. Many of the people I have became friends with in my new place have been a real light to me. Through their actions and words, they have shown great love for Jesus and that He is truly the way and the life.

It is one of those things where I did not feel like I was loving God with all of my heart, all of my soul, and all of my mind. Things were just a ritual to me and I would do them then roll right back to the middle again. There is something turning inside of me that I want to get out of this gully and ritual. I want to love the Lord much deeper with all of my heart, all of my soul, and all of my mind.

Part of the song "Mighty To Save" by Hillsong has been stuck inside my head
"So take me as You find me,
All my fears and failures,
Fill my life again.

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in,
Now I surrender.

He can move the mountains,
My God is Mighty to save,
He is Mighty to save."

It is amazing that God will take us as we are. I cry out to Him to fill my life with His unconditional love and change me for how He wants me to be. I pray that I use the strength God has given me to dig deeper with my relationship with the Him and follow the path he has for my life so I can be the light to others.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Tapanga's Writing


brynn camdyn tapanga kelly jason pixie
brittany kelly matt grandma grandpa keya
in Virgina

(Tapanga's typing after 20 minutes. She wanted to type since I was so I had to be a nice aunt. What a cutie!!)

Thanks-giving Originated


Each year in November we all gather with our families and eat turkey, dressing, pumpkin pie, and plenty of other traditional foods. But, why do we celebrate Thanksgiving? And, how many of us know exactly how Thanksgiving originated? Most Americans think they have a pretty good idea, but its always nice to go over the beginning of Thanksgiving to remind us why we give thanks and how it all really started.

Interestingly enough there are several ideas of how Thanksgiving originated. The most common one is discussed below.

The common idea is that Thanksgiving originated with the Pilgrims. Most Americans have this idea that when the Pilgrims landed in America and settled themselves they wanted to give thanks and appreciation for making it through the long journey. Also, they ended up sharing their feast with the Native Americans. Or did they?

The fact is that the first Thanksgiving was shared between the Pilgrims and the Wampanoag Indians in 1621. The celebration was more of a harvest festival with sports, games, food, dancing, singing, and revelry. When it comes to the food they ate the menu wasnt much like todays. Instead, it consisted of venison, fowl, and other foods prepared by the pilgrims.

Interestingly enough the first Thanksgiving as we know it did not create a yearly tradition among the pilgrims. Partly because the following year was a poor one and because many new settlers had arrived, Thanksgiving became a celebration that was only observed occasionally over the following centuries. However, thanks to the Revolutionary War all of America celebrated Thanksgiving together in 1777. But, that still didnt get the tradition going like it is today. It wasnt until 1863 when Abraham Lincoln declared the last Thursday in November Thanksgiving that the tradition really became part of Americas culture. The only other change was when Franklin Roosevelt changed the date to the fourth Thursday in 1939.

from http://www.thelaboroflove.com/articles/how-did-thanksgiving-originate/

Still remember to give thanks for those things which you are thankful for...even the little things. :) because little things add up. Have a Happy Thanks-giving Day!!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

18 Inches To Heaven


"If you were asked how far is it to heaven, what would you say? When I first heard the question I thought, "it's far away, up in the sky somewhere." But in reality it is about 18 inches away! How could this be, you ask?..."

Tim Pitcher's article "18 Inches To Heaven" struck me as very interesting. He brings up some good things to ponder on, so check out his article and see what you think.

http://www.beyondtheultimate.org/18-inches-to-Heaven.aspx

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Just Stop and Think

Francis Chan--Just Stop and Think

Life is Meaningless??

Ravi Zacharias on Life is Meaningless

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

A Prayer

Lord, I am not satisfied with where I am when there is so much more of You that I can receive and You can give. I am asking You, out of an intensity of spirit that You have given me,to come upon us, Lord. Don't let us just talk about the revivals of old and what You have done in the past to bring reconciliation. For this is the day that You have made. Don't let us compare ourselves any longer to other Christians whom we know, those whom we may even perceive as being serious. But let us see Your face and get Your approval and get Your rebuke and Your intentions, so that You can bring the transformation necessary for us to do the job in this hour, through the help of the Holy Spirit.

Break the yoke of all distractions. Help us to become masters of self-control. Where cities have been known for negativism in the past, restore the places that have become desolated. Let the stumbling blocks of the past become stepping stones to a new move of God and to a new intensity to see You move.

Raise up the churches. Give them the spirit to be serious. In these latter days, let them be the latter rain, my Father, that comes upon the earth before the harvest of souls in this generation. Open the floodgates of heaven. Pour out Your Spirit upon us. There is something in the heart of the Lord. There is something in the Holy Ghost. There is a move coming. Don't let us talk about running away from the trouble, but let us talk about something that You are stirring inside of us to go to the trouble.

Let every person say with conviction "Lord, use me." Let them not just look to someone else who is being used, but let them say in their own hearts, "Use me even if no one else will be used." Grant that, Lord, I pray, in Jesus' name. Amen.



"The Low Road to New Heights" Wellington Boone

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Train

I was sitting in a middle school classroom because I had to get observation hours for one of my graduate level classes (which I hate doing). This time I was able to observe three periods (or classes), two 8th grade classes and one 7th grade class. Each class did the same thing so after the first class my mind started wondering in a different direction. I saw a verse written on my folder (Proverbs 22:6) so I looked it up which made me start to think about it because it fit so well with me being in a school and what I want to do.

Proverbs 22:6 "Train a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not turn from it."

This verse is not directed just towards teachers but towards everyone. Over my 24 year old life, so far I have noticed that people (especially those younger than you) will pick up on everything you do whether you intend for them to or not. After reading the verse a couple times, my eyes were focused on the word train. Then a few more words popped into my head that goes along with train...teach, guide (direct), and instruct.

Train: (v.) create by teaching and directing; undergo training or instruction in preparation for a particular role, function, or profession; to coach in or accustom to a mode of behavior or performance.

Teaching: (v.) to impart or provide knowledge or skill to; to cause to learn by example or experience

Teaching does not have to be done in just a classroom setting. A person can be teaching without even realizing it because many people learn from someone's actions (and a lot of the time it happens when we least expect it). Jesus provided us with numerous examples of teaching through His actions. He has demonstrated love towards many people (even those that we probably could not imagine). John 15:9-13 "As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love....My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."

Guiding: (v.) to assist (a person) to travel through, or reach a destination in, an unfamiliar area; showing the way by conducting or leading

Guiding is another way of training someone and leading them on the right path which can help them in their days to come. A person might be questioning what way to go in their life, so taking the time to guide and instruct them could play a big part in someone's life. It is hard to walk the path alone or know which way is right (not to ourselves but to God). I think we need to have a person or two or three that are able to help up (keep us accountable) for staying focused and on the right track. Satan throws us so many curveballs in life which we think we are able to face and conquer on our own; however, we all come to a point where we become weak and fall down. Having someone who is accountable can help lift you to your feet and focused again.

Instructing: (v.) to form by communication of knowledge; to inform the mind of; to impart knowledge or information to; to enlighten; to provide with knowledge, especially in a methodical way

Instructing to me is through the verbal form of communication whether spoken or written. I have had many people instruct me throughout my life and I had to decide how I was going to use this information. If I was going to take it for what it is worth or toss it a side and go on with what I have always been doing. A prime example of an instructor is Jesus. He instructed His disciples to go out and deal with the evil opposition with few instructions. In Exodus 4:12, He says "now go! I will be with you as you speak, and I will instruct you in what to say." The Father has equipped us all (in different ways) and will be with us when we go instruct one another.



Colossians 3:15 "Instruct and direct one another using good common sense. And sing, sing your hearts out to God! Let every detail in your lives—words, actions, whatever—be done in the name of the Master, Jesus, thanking God the Father every step of the way."

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Not To Us



Not To Us by Chris Tomlin

The cross before me the world behind
No turning back, raise the banner high
It's not for me, it's all for You

Let the heavens shake and split the sky
Let the people clap their hands and cry
It's not for us, it's all for You

[Chorus:]
Not to us, but to Your Name be the glory
Not to us, but to Your Name be the glory

Our hearts unfold before Your throne
The only place for those who know
It's not for us, It's all for You

Send Your holy fire on this offering
Let our worship burn for the world to see
It's not for us, It's all for You

[Chorus]

The earth is shaking, the mountains shouting
It's all for You
The waves are crashing, the sun is raging
It's all for You
The universe spinning and singing
It's all for You
The children dancing, dancing, dancing
It's all for You, It's all for You

My all for You
Not to us, but to Your Name be the glory
My all for You
Not to us, but to Your Name be the glory
My all for You
Not to us, but to Your Name be the glory

Monday, November 10, 2008

Friends-Surprise!!

So it was 8:05 p.m. Monday and I was sitting at my kitchen table doing school work when I had a random surprise walk in my front door. :) I could not stop smiling for the next hour. I had no idea that my one friend was helping another friend surprise me for my birthday. All I have to say is I have some pretty amazing friends.

Once in a lifetime, you find a friend who touches not only your heart but also your soul.
Once in a lifetime, you discover someone who stands beside you, not over you.
Once in a lifetime, if you are lucky you find someone as I have found you.
Very special people we can be ourselves with, talk with, laugh with, hope with and believe with...





I thank God for blessing me with some wonderful people!!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Quotes

"One of the secrets of a long and fruitful life is to forgive everybody, everything, every night before you go to bed."
-Bernard M. Baruch

"All you need is deep within you waiting to unfold and reveal itself. All you have to do is be still and take time to seek for what is within, and you will surely find it."
-Eileen Caddy

"Don't measure a man's success by how high he climbs but how high he bounces when he hits bottom."
-General George S. Patton

"I know God promises not to give me more than I can handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much."
-Mother Teresa

Friday, November 7, 2008

While I'm Waiting



While I'm Waiting by John Waller
I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience

While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait

I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

Psalm 5:3 "In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation."

Psalm 27:14 "Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord."

Psalm 33:20 "We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield."

Psalm 37:7 "Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes."

Psalm 38:15 "I wait for you, O Lord; you will answer, O Lord"

Psalm 40:1 "I waited patiently for the Lord; he turned to me and heard my cry."

Psalm 130:5 "I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope."

Lamentations 3:24 "I say to myself, 'The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for him.'"


ARE YOU WILLING TO WAIT PATIENTLY FOR GOD??

Trials

So...I'm sure this is going to a ramble of things. Things happen, good and bad, and we have no idea why. I know God has a plan for each one of us and yes, there will be bumps along the way.
James 1:2-6, 12-14 "Consider it pure joy, my brothers whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind...Blessed is the man who perseves under trial, because he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. When tempted, no one should say 'God is tempting me.' For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone, but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed."


When faced with a trial or temptation in life, you might want to give up or take the easy path. God's road is not always the easiest path to take but it is the most rewarding. Wellington Boone's book The Low Road to New Heights says "there is only one road to true success and this (God) is it." Along this road we need to learn how to practice Christian views (a few are humility, obey Him, spiritual maturity, serve others, help lead others to Christ). Even along this road we will go over potholes and have to climb mountains and we might question why we are presented with this. However, God already has a plan which is mapped out perfectly and we need to do our best to stay focused on Him through all the road blocks. Life is not always a happy go lucky path (which I'm sure we all would like it to be), but in some cases we stumble and fall and not want to get back up. In these cases, we need to look to God for strength and perseverance.



Isaiah 40: 29-31 "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength..."


I know I ask God the question "why?" more than I should. Why did this happen? Why can't it go this way? Why this and why that? I may never know the answer to a lot of my questions, but I need to have faith that what has happened is because of God and in His great plan. Sometimes the trials and temptations I face in life get my mind wondering in a direction that it should not go...negative thoughts, feelings, emotions and even actions. This is not a way to live for Christ and show him to other people. But I do thank those that have let me divulge these issues and help me get back on the right path again.

It is hard when you think you or another is doing good for yourself and others then God presents a BIG trial for you to climb over. Sometimes they even cause tension and turmoil in other's lives and it is hard not to jump to radical conclusions. I pray that all of those who are facing some sort of trial that they cry out to You that much more for guidance, strength, and comfort. Itis in Christ that all things are possible.

Psalm 18:1 "I love you, O Lord, my strength."

Psalm 25:1-5 "To you, O Lord, I lift up my soul; in you I trust, O my god. Do not let me be put to shame, nor let my enemies triumph over me...Show me your ways, O Lord, teach me your paths; guide me in your truth and teach me, for you are God my Savior, and my hope is in your all day long."

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Hidden Hero(s)

What is a hero?

Hero: (noun)
1. A person noted for special achievement in a particular field
2. A person noted for feats of courage or nobility of purpose, especially one who has risked or sacrificed his or her life
3. A man of distinguished courage or ability, admired for his brave deeds and noble qualities
(Dictionary.com)

I was reading "Cast of Characters" by Max Lucado last night and the word hero caught my eye so I started to chew on it. Many times when you hear the word hero numerous things pop up in your head like the tv show Heroes :) or a fictional character. I, myself, even thought of Hercules and yes the Disney character. At first, the picture that crossed my mind was this big, physically strong, vigorous guy. However, that can be a false picture of what a true hero is.

Referencing back to the movie Hercules, he starts out looking like a typical civilian. Until later, he is faced with the eye catching physical features and some trials to go through to show is real heroism. People probably think that Hercules is a great hero because he is so strong. Thou, I think there is much more to a hero than his strength. A quote from the movie I liked is "A true hero isn't measured by the size of his strength, but by the strength of his heart."




Thinking more deeply on the word hero, here are a few adjectives I would use to describe a hero: someone who shaped history, extraordinary, courageous, defender, guardian, visionary, protector, the will for self-sacrifice, and stood against the crowd. The book "Cast of Character" referenced Paul as a hero (Paul shaped history and would die in the jail of a despot). Taking a quick look at the journey Paul went through I am sure many of us would not classify him as a hero because he was so "noble, but passing; courageous, but small; and radical, yet unnoticed" (Lucado). Before he was a Christian leader he was a Christian-killer and he introduced himself as the worst sinner in history. Max Lucado also mentions that Paul's heart was so heavy at times, his pen would drag itself across the page and wrote "what a miserable man I am! Who will save me from this body that brings me death?"

Heroes are not always people that stand out in a crowd and some times are hard to identify. "For that reason, a hero could be next door and you wouldn't know it" (Lucado). Have you ever thought of the guy who changes your oil, the baby-sitter, parole officer, teacher, deacon, or even Paul as a hero. In most cases these people do not fit the mold of a hero because they just look too normal. For all those heroes who are in the spotlight, I am sure there are many more that are in shadows. These people usually do not get the press or crowds or care to get them.

Now, here's some questions:
Do heroes know when they are herioc?
Have you ever thought of Jesus as a hero?
In what ways do heroes seldomly look like a hero?
Now, what is your picture of a hero?



Psalm 16:1-3 "Keep me safe, O God, for I have come to you for refuge. I said to the Lord, 'You are my Master! Every good thing I have comes from you.' The godly people in the land are my true heroes! I take pleasure in them!" (NLT)

Isaiah 42:13 "The Lord will march forth like a mighty hero; he will come out like a warrior, full of fury. He will shout his battle cry and crush all his enemies." (NLT)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

At The Foot Of The Cross



At the foot of the cross
Where grace and suffering meet
You have shown me Your love
Through the judgment You received

And You've won my heart
Yes You've won my heart
Now I can

Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down
At the foot of the cross

At the foot of the cross
Where I am made complete
You have given me life
Through the death You bore for me

And You've won my heart
Yes You've won my heart
Now I can

Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down
At the foot of the cross
(repeat)

And You've won my heart
Yes You've won my heart
Now I can

Trade these ashes in for beauty
And wear forgiveness like a crown
Coming to kiss the feet of mercy
I lay every burden down
I lay every burden down
I lay every burden down
At the foot of the cross

I'm laying every burden down
I'm laying every burden down
(At The Foot of The Cross--Kathryn Scott)


Psalm 55:22 "Give your burdens to the Lord, and he will take care of you. He will not permit the godly to slip and fall."

Matthew 11:28 "Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest."

The first time I listened to this song I could feel something inside of me twist and turn because the words from this song really hit home for me. It speaks wonders how we can take every burden to Him and "trade those ashes in for beauty." Who else can you take something that is heavy on you and give it all to them. If we lay our burdens to the Lord (at the foot of the cross), He will let us "wear forgiveness like a crown." I'm sure back in the day we all wanted to wear the crown to be the little prince or princess; however, this crown is far greater than any other crown we can imagine. It is incredible what Jesus Christ has done for all to give us the life that makes us truly complete. My suggestion is to listen to this song with no other noise around and really take in the words, emotions, and feelings of it all.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

How Great

Stars and sunsets...can you get much more beautiful than this. On my long journey home from a fun, random weekend, I looked out the passenger window to see a gorgeous sunset. The sky had turned a bright orange from this massive ball in the sky which shown upon all the lines from the jet streams. While I was taking in by how amazing this picture was, it made me think about the Louie Giglio tour "How Great is Our God."


Genesis 1:14-19

"And God said, 'Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years, and let them be lights in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth.' And it was so. God made to great lights--the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. God set them in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth, to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And there was evening and there was morning--the forth day."


Psalm 33:6 "By the word of the Lord were the heavens made, their starry host by the breath of his mouth."


It's incredible to think what God has created by the breath of his mouth. I feel like we take those astonishing things around us for granted sometime (like the mountains, stars, sunsets, oceans, and much much more). Here's a look at some numbers and visuals of "How Great" and immeasurable our God truly is.


*A light year is 5.88 trillion miles away. (trillion = one followed by 12 zeros--1,000,000,000,000).

4 Stars
1. Sun
  • 10000˚F on the Sun
  • 93 million miles from Earth (93,000,000)
  • 8 minutes for light from the Sun to get to Earth
  • Sun has a radius 100 times that of the Earth
  • If the Earth was a golf ball, the Sun would be 15 feet in diameter.
    -960,000 golf balls could fill the Sun
    *Enough to fill a school bus

2. Betelgeuse (Beteigeuze)

  • 527 light years away
  • Twice the size of the Earth's orbit around the Sun
  • If the Earth were a golf ball, Betelgeuse would be the height of the 6 Empire State Building on top of each other.
    -262 trillion Earth's
    *Could fill up the Superdome 3,000 times with golf balls

3. Mu Cephei (My Cephei)

  • 3,000 light years away
  • If the Earth were the size of a golf ball, Mu Cephei wold be the length of 2 Golden Gate Bridges end to end.
    -2.7 quad trillion Earth's
    *Million x 1000 = Billion
    *Billion x 1000 = Trillion
    *Trillion x 1000 = Quad trillion

4. VY Canis Majoris

  • If our Sun were replaced with VY Canis Majoris, its surface would extend to the orbit of Saturn
  • If the Earth were the size of a golf ball, Vy Canis Majoris would be the height of Mt. Everest (6 miles about sea level).
    -7 quad trillion Earth's
    *Cover the state of Texas 22 inches deep in golf balls