Heartbeat

I was talking with a friend a little while ago who usually asks me the right type of questions that make me think...now and later. On one of our many long journeys this summer, I got asked "what would say your life song is?" So of course my mind starts going through a bunch of different songs, however, at that moment I really did not know. All songs that came to my mind were more songs about passion this, giving that, and what I would like to be or do. Nothing that really said this is MY life song.

The other day I was doing a few things on m computer and I downloaded a new song MikeChair's Keep Changing the World...if you have not heard it you should youtube it.... Anyways, after listening to that song I took a look at the suggested songs and I came across Remedy Drive's Heartbeat. So I listened to it one time then I had to listen to it a second time...this song is not MY life song but it totally clicked with me because this is how I have felt the last couple months.



This is a draught
Been living without
The one thing life requires
What a mess
Passionless
Somewhere I lost the fire
Oh my my
Where has it gone
Can anybody turn this beat back on
My heart is fast asleep
Dreaming it could bleed
For something that's real
My desperate appeal
God I’m getting tired of the way I feel
When I would rather be alive

I want to wake up
I want to restart
Put the drumbeat back in my heart
I need to be revived
Bring me back to life

Coming on slow head to toe
The pulse is back again
It’s grace in my veins - replacing the pain
Bringing me back from the dead
Oh my my now I can see
You heard me cry emergency
Screaming out for help
You saved me from myself
The fires returned I’m letting it burn
There’s nothing better in the whole wide world
It feels so good to be alive